banda sonora de viagem #23

In the mornings,

I was anxious

Was better just to stay in bed

Didn't wanna fail myself again

Running through all the options

And the endings

Were rolling out in front of me

But I couldn't choose a thread to begin

And I could not, love

Cos I could not love myself

Never good enough no

That was all I'd tell myself

And I was not well

But I could not help myself

I was giving up on living

In the morning

You were leaving

Traveling south again

And you said you were not unprepared

And all the dead ends

Disappointments

Fading from your memory

Ready for that lonely life to end

And you gave me love

When I could not love myself

And you made me turn

From the way I saw myself

And your patient love

And you helped me help myself

And you saved me